The inner mumbles of the Mumbly Panda

For the floor above me

Dear Father in Heaven,
Lord...i jus want to thank You for currently guidin me through the minefields called exams.but Lord, im really stressin and gettin nervous bout what happens if this door wasnt the plan?that i was set up for a fall...?Lord, i really want to get to Dublin...but im so dang-diddly disobedient that im scared that it jus might not be given or this was a very hard lesson to learn from. Father, my only strength comes from You and im scared. I am scared of failing..miserably. I've got hopes pinned on me and days like these, it gets to me real bad. i feel like screamin and shoutin swear words but You have removed bout 98% of that particular vocabulary out of my box..
Father, please calm my nerves and guide me through these next few weeks...i know, i will still be as disobedient as anythin at times, i will still have times when i need a good kicking...but i trust in You that You will instill a good kicking when i need it.
i jus really want it God...i do...but i cant do it without You.
Praise You in Jesus' most precious name. Amen.

posted by Mumbly Panda @ 23:06