Baby Steps
so..i landed in plymouth..well,driven to plymouth...and its monday..internet is finally connected...i realised how much time i spend on the internet usually...but yes, its here now...and so am i.but yeah..my mom,sue and sam drove me down to plymouth and helped me unpack and stuff...ive mentally noted that sam can set up the bed sheets and clothe hang my stuff quickly and efficiently...im so nervous to un hang my stuff now since its been done so nicely..
but yeah...i thought bein homesick wouldnt really affect me but when i had to say bye to those 3..it did hurt..i didnt cry...had to be strong...the independent one...but unpackin the rest of the stuff later was hard...my flat mate martin took me to the union bar but after like an hour..i jus came back...watched arrrested development and fell asleep...altho i do admit a tear didnt rolled down my face on saturday morning when i spoke to my mom and matt...but its definetly better now...jus had to over come the first day or two..but its not too bad now...i jus want to hit the schdule to hit y'know? like get into a routine..cos this weekend was really jus feelin in limbo...not sure what to do or say...jus tryin to get by without thinking bout the people i miss back home...
but my flat mates seem to be alright...my people on the course are pretty cool...ive jus realised...this is extreme sports county/uni...nearly everyone does an extreme sport...went to a bar called Cuba and they had 2 dudes playin their guitars singing covers and stuff...very chilling...i dont get the feelin ive met alot of RnB/Hip-Hop people...ive jus met alot of typical surfer dudes...i think i may need to pick up a flower printed pair of shorts..the cool types of course...
umm, i jus realised i shouldnt have worked so hard on my project..some of them didnt even make one and one dude made his entire ten panels on a siingular panel! man...all those hours...never mind...got some good reviews bout it which was nice...i think mine was the only one to have pop out stuff so im quite like proud of that...
but yeah..everythin so far is gettin better...
i miss everyone back in birmingham so much but i guess no point looking back at times...baby steps...love u all the same equal amount (well, some a bit more than others but thats only cos some of u really do reek...) but i jus gotta smile and get on with it for the first few days..
was thinkin of gettin a part time job at MusicZone but im not sure..
anyway, got a few more things to do before my day is out..
i hope u are well...
ill post soon...or even see u online..
take care..
surf's up. but ill be watchin from the sidelines.
I'm currently listening to: "Boston" by Augustana
posted by Mumbly Panda @ 17:47
2 Comments:
indeed, hard as it may be, it's time to move on.
don't let the sad take over from the good. it's cool.
time's on your side :P
the first couple weeks are hard. but thats all part of growing up... to actually become independant. life lessons, you know? you'll be fine.
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