20
So...its 1am on the 4th of February 2007.This is my last day as being a teenager. honestly, thats jus hit me. my last day as a teenager. it feels weird.
now, its gonna be
"Hi"
"Hi..whats ur name?"
"Ross"
"Ah..how old are u?"
"umm..20."
20. i cant believe i will be 2 decades old. i still feel like a 14 year old.
i can actually say, altho ive had prob more downs than ups...ive loved being a teenager. all that awkward stuff you go through, all the things that u think 'depressen' you, the school boy crushes and heartbreaks...it has actually carved me makin me the person i am. God has thrown all these things in my way and ive come out with a few scratches. sure, they hurt but im here and alive.
am i ready to be 20? no. but i guess thats what we all feel when we start a new chapter.
come to think of it, im not really a kid anymore...as much as i want to be...im gonna have to be more responsible and more aware of stuff.
im in a state of disbelief that im goin to be 20 years old. hence the number "20" appearing and re-appearin every few words or so.
the twenties...what are they like? what will it be like?
actually, lets break it down..what happened from my teenage years:
- puberty (damn you spots!)
- high school and the prospective thoughts of university
- the pressure to get grades
- not gettin wedgied or bullied
- make great friends
- growing in responsibility and independence
what am i expectin from my 20s:
- the excess of puberty (spots...you guys are awful things)
- pressure from university
- pressure to get the best class i can get from uni
- a job (gulp.)
- more responsibiility and independence
- if God shows, my future wife (GULP.)
- children? ( GULP GULP.)
- money and tax (GULP.)
thats scary. God, please guide me through my twenties as You have guided me through my teenage years. may it be a blessed decade and an ever fruitful one in Your name. Amen.
20s...here i come! (mom, help me)
I'm Currently Listening to: "Forever Young" by Youth Group (the song is below)
posted by Mumbly Panda @ 01:05
4 Comments:
BAHAHAHA!!
man, so old!
but you'll survive, it'll be cool, just take it one step at a time and stop worrying so much!
you know who's got your back, so enjoy the ride.
happy birthday in plymouth.
Happy Bday lil bro! Don't worry too much abt your twenties. God is good and He has an awesome plan for your life!
Its my actual lil bro's bday tmr. tim's gona be 11! haha. so i'm going home to see him.
God bless you Ross!
new decade,new challenges,new adventrues,new growth,new experiences,new ups,new downs,new people,new environments,same God,same faith.awesome:)
Sorry I missed you on your 20th ross, I did think of you; if that's any consolation. But I hope you had a really blessed day all the same. *big smiles* Happy Belated BIRFDAYyy~!
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